Thursday, June 23, 2016

Day 20: So Much Reading

(June 21st, 2016) 

Here's my day...

8:30 - noon: Start my book club book.
noon - 1:00: Get ready for a visit from a friend.
1:00 - 3:00: Visit from friend and her two daughters.
3:00 - 5:00: Finish my book club book.
5:30 pm: Realize that the book club meeting was changed to tomorrow, even though I already canceled my weekly dinner plans with another friend and rescheduled the dinner to tomorrow!

I'm a dummy.

What did I read today? Party Girl by Rachel Hollis. It was aight. Kinda silly, as the title suggests. But that's okay once in a while!

So, yeah, that was my day. It was pretty uneventful.

I think that, starting tomorrow, I'll start posting weekly instead of daily. Firstly, there's not too much to report. Secondly, my pictures are starting to look the same. Finally, nobody reads this anyway! Hahaha. That's okay - maybe someone will stumble upon it in 2018.

Here's me today:


jaw surgery day 20
Uh, my bronzer placement needs some work.


Pain: 2-3/10

Numbness: Bottom gums totally numb. Chin area very stiff/tingly, but the right side and chin more than the left side. 

Discomfort: My cheeks keep getting stuck in the brackets when I talk. Wax/silicone all day every day.

Weight: -4 lbs

(Black items stayed the same as the last post. RED items changed slightly.) 

Jaw surgery day 20, done. 

~m

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Day 19: Ortho Stuffs

(June 20th, 2016)

Visit To the Surgeon

This was the quickest visit yet. He told me...

  • Everything looks good - healing great.
  • Start stretching my jaw/mouth open.
  • Still no chewing.
  • My stitched won't start dissolving for a few more weeks, but they can remove them if I want.
  • (Still no rubber bands.) 

That's it. I see him in another week!

Orthodontic Stuffs

Since nothing of interest happened today, I thought I'd share my ortho experience with you guys in this post.

So I researched all/most of the different kinds of braces options:

  • Invisalign - It wouldn't have worked for me. The results are less exact than what jaw surgery requires, at least in my case.
  • Lingual Braces - These are the kind of braces that go on the inside of your teeth. Orthodontists who provide these kinds of braces are a little more rare, and none who I spoke with gave these as an option. Plus, watching videos, I notices that people who have these always have at least a little bit of a lisp. 
  • Regular Metal Braces - As a high school math teacher, no thanks. I'm already self-conscious enough having to wear braces in front of teenagers. (Who, by the way, were totally fine with the braces. Although, I met a teacher with metal braces and watched her teach - I just think the metal look is distracting and weird.) 
  • Damon Braces - These self-ligating braces can be metal or ceramic. The difference between these and traditional braces is that Damon braces don't require ligatures. Instead, each bracket has this little "door" that holds the wire in place. Unfortunately, my orthodontist doesn't do Damon. He thought it was all hype. (He actually helped design my braces, so I think he's just a little biased.) 
  • Ceramic Braces - There are many different kinds, but I have 3M Clear braces. They're pretty small and clear, so they're really not very noticeable in pictures or from far away. (Students sitting 10 feet away would sometimes ask if I had my braces taken off already.) My sister's boyfriend had "clear" braces about 2 years ago and they looked terrible. They were all yellow and big and ridiculous looking. So be careful when you choose your braces! 

Okay, so the first few weeks of braces SUCKED. I (cussing is happening here) fucking hate braces. They hurt (kind of like the dull pain from jaw surgery) A LOT. I actually think I was depressed for a few days because I couldn't eat or talk for fear of pain. For the first month, I think I put silicone on almost every bracket. The brackets tore up the inside of my mouth for at least two months. Ugh, I hate them so much.

Plus, I stopped drinking red wine, dark sodas, and regular coffee. I stopped eating anything with curry, tomato sauce, beets, strawberries, cherries, blueberries, and most chocolates. Oh, and oatmeal, quinoa, and cottage cheese - I feel like more of these foods end up in my braces than my stomach. Even now, only eating mushy foods, I still stay away from foods and drinks that stain. (Once, I ate curry the night before getting my wires changes. The rubber bands were SO YELLOW and disgusting. Once they changed everything out, my teeth looked fine. But the stains just make me nervous that I'm going to stain the actual brackets, which supposedly will not happen.)

After a while, the braces are just a normal part of life. A totally annoying and hateful part of life. But, eh, I guess it's only temporary.

I've probably had about 4 or 5 brackets pop off at this point. I'm pretty sure only one was my fault, though - I was eating a rather tough piece of grilled chicken. All of the other brackets just popped off on their own. The only problem with this is that the ortho put some of the brackets back on crooked. Not cool, man.

I see my ortho about every 3 weeks, and it took almost exactly one year in braces before I was ready to have my surgery. And my teeth weren't even that bad! They straightened out the teeth a bit, shaved between each tooth to create more room, and pulled everything in tight. That way, I didn't need to have any teeth removed. I also didn't get any spacers or molar bands or headgear or expanders. So I guess I'm lucky.

Things You Need For Braces:

  • a Waterpik (I love my Waterpik sooooooo much.)
  • Colgate Peroxyl
  • a little purse/travel kit that includes: 1) a baby/travel toothbrush with a cover to keep it clean, 2) travel toothpaste, 3) a collapsible cup 


And... my face.


jaw surgery day 19
Even though I hate braces, these are at least inconspicuous.


Pain: 2-3/10

Numbness: Bottom gums totally numb. Chin area very stiff/tingly, but the right side and chin more than the left side. 

Discomfort: My cheeks keep getting stuck in the brackets when I talk. Wax/silicone all day every day.

Weight: -4 lbs

(Black items stayed the same as the last post. RED items changed slightly.) 

Jaw surgery day 19, done. 

~m

Day 18: Father's Day

(June 19th, 2016)

OMG Don't Touch My Face!

Apparently, the husband's dad thinks that this is some kind of light cosmetic surgery. Cuz he reached out and (lightly) squeezed my chin and shook it! What the?! I basically yelped in shock.

And that's the difference between your own parents and in-laws. I've known his dad since I was a little kid, but it's still different. If my own dad did that (which he wouldn't because that's crazy after jaw and chin surgery!) I'd pretty much yell at him, "DAAAAAD, what are you doing??!?!? You can't do that!" But with the father in-law, I just made a noise and let my husband tell him that I'm still healing. (My husband doesn't yell at his dad. I don't know if that makes his family more normal, or less.)

For dinner, we went to a ramen place. It worked out great because I asked for "soft" noodles that I could pretty much bite off with my tongue against my upper teeth and then just slurp down. :) We bought a bunch of Maruchan ramen afterwards. Haha. (Maruchan is better than Top Ramen, btw. I learned this in college.)

Here's the face...


jaw surgery day 18
In the last picture I'm trying to suck in my cheeks!


Pain: 2-3/10 (Daytime is a 2, then it gradually becomes a 3 by dinnertime.)

Numbness: Same. Gums totally numb. Chin area very stiff/tingly, but the right side and chin more than the left side. 

Discomfort: My cheeks keep getting stuck in the brackets when I talk. Wax/silicone every day.

Weight: -4 lbs

(Black items stayed the same as the last post. RED items changed slightly.) 

Jaw surgery day 18, done. 

~m

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Day 17: Fancy Restaurant

(June 18th, 2016) 

Family Time

Today I went out to a fancy lunch with my family to celebrate (pre-)Father's Day. I researched the restaurant early to make sure there was something I could eat - truffled potato leek soup. Doesn't that sound delicious? Well, it's not. It's super salty and watered down. And it cost $17. The view at The Loft (at The Montage) is great (you're basically overlooking the crashing waves beneath you) but I've been there at least three times by now and I've yet to be impressed with ANY of their food. My sister loves the place, but I'm over it.

You know where they have an excellent potato soup? CPK! When they opened one near my house I was SO SAD because it replaced an actually delicious restaurant, but when we finally went there we were pretty impressed! They totally changed their bearings. It's all open and urban looking and their menu is more aligned to current tastes. I sound like a commercial. Sorry. (It's pretty good tho.)

Of course my family kept commenting about my face. Nothing bad - just observations. "It almost looks like an overbite." "Your face looks like so and so's now." Things like that. But I'm trying to reserve any real judgement until 3 months post-surgery. I know I make a lot of observations on this blog, but I'm not actually concerned about anything yet - I know that it takes time to fully recover so there's no point in STRESSING about something now.

More Fast Food!

For dinner, I had a bean and cheese cup from Del Taco and chili cheese fries! I knew the bean and cheese cup would be fine, but I was a little worried about the fries. Luckily, there was so much chili and cheese that the fries got all soggy. :D Nom nom nom...


jaw surgery day 17
The jawline is usually really defined.


Pain: 2-3/10 (Daytime is a 2, then it gradually becomes a 3 by dinnertime.)

Numbness: Same. Gums totally numb. Chin area very stiff/tingly, but the right side and chin more than the left side. 

Discomfort: My cheeks keep getting stuck in the brackets when I talk. Wax/silicone every day.

Weight: -4 lbs

(Black items stayed the same as the last post. RED items changed slightly.) 

Jaw surgery day 17, done. 

~m

Day 16: McDonald's!

(June 17th, 2016)

I Ate a Filet-o-Fish!

Picking up a McFlurry and medium fries for hubby tonight, I crazily decided that I wanted to try eating a Filet-o-Fish. And... I did it! I tore it into bite-sized pieces, shoved them into my mouth one by one, and gnawed on each piece a little bit before swallowing. Success! :D I also had a few fries, but only the soggy ones. (I tried a regular one, but had to spit it out. Hubby was sad for the fry.)

Also, the fries were freeeee because I had downloaded the McDonald's app. What a great day! Haha.

More Feeling Faint

More shopping today = more feeling faint. I actually had to come home for a few hours before heading back out to shop. (Oh, the hardships I endure.) I've decided I can handle about an hour of activity before getting tired, and then I must eat/drink something.

On that note, I should start "exercising" soon. I was thinking that I should walk the routes that I usually run. Cuz the calorie burn should be the same(-ish) and it should increase my stamina, right?

My face today...


jaw surgery day 16
Sorry, I don't know why it's so faded and fuzzy.


Pain: 3/10 (Sometime between 6-8 pm every night, my jaw starts throbbing. It's a gentle "hey, don't forget you just had jaw surgery" kind of throb.)

Numbness: Same. Gums totally numb. Chin area very stiff/tingly, but the right side and chin more than the left side. 

Discomfort: My cheeks keep getting stuck in the brackets when I talk.

Weight: -4 lbs

(Black items stayed the same as the last post. RED items changed slightly.) 

Jaw surgery day 16, done. 

~m